Soo-High-Lahh
A fickle minded bitch,
and a Cheese Lover.
i'm just a human on Earth,
who never runs from a mistake,
and can never be perfect.
Monday, March 30, 2009
After the so-called 'D', i met tasha and we chilled at east coast.
And oh, im getting darker after the cycling!
I felt soo much great after bitch about our own problems to one another.
It's great to have someone that has a strong chemistry and a telepathy with you around.
And lucky me to have one, which this nenek kebayan here ofcourse. hehx
Labels: TASHA
3/30/2009 09:14:00 PM
On the 30/03/09, is a new chapter for me.
Yet, im still confuse with myself.
I've been very confusing for these days lately.
And even get more and more confuse indeed.
Should'nt we felt happy and overjoyed being with someone that we've been attracted at for soo soo long.
But, just why i seems to feel otherwise about it.
Or maybe, im the one who being too naive, and too protective.
Just what your real intentions are.
When the time i want it soo much,
i did'nt get it,
but after i got what i wanted,
i dont feel like want it no more.
And yes, i think i do regret to choose you.
It's not because of who you are, but it's because of what you are.
Cos for now, all I need is TIME and MORE TIME to get myself comfortable with all this shit.
im sorry for being too naive and dissappointed you.-_-
im feeling soo deep down lately. . .
Labels: 30/03/09
3/30/2009 07:30:00 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Is it me, or, yes there's someting not right going on. . .
Am I choosing the right choice?
I don't know why I have this bad instinct.
Despite of liking the treatment that I've been wanting it soo much. . .
but I feel otherwise.
I don't feel comfortable at all with the names that u called me. .
The sweet and a very nice treatment that you gave me.
NO! You make me think otherwise about you.
You have make me stop liking you.
Just what had happens to you, dear friend. . . .
You have not been yourself lately.
And honestly, the way you talk to me, does scares me. . .
What's up with the 'R' thingy. . .
You have changed sooo much, till you are not being yourself.
You are no longer the person that I've known at the very first time.
It really upsets me.
And you even freaked me out.
Our conversation has turns up to be a somekind of a sick conversation.
WHY OH WHY PLEASE TELL ME WHY IT MUST HAPPENS!
And this is so the opposite of my previous post.
-_-
every good things will always comes to an end.
3/29/2009 09:46:00 PM
Updated from my previous post, guess what people, oh yeeeessss, HE TEXT ME yesterday!
My heart beats 10x faster as usual.
It could even pumps out from my body at anytime.
Im exaggerating ofcourse. heh
Sometimes I just don't understand myself. . .
Im so in a confuse state right now. . .
Whatever it is, I really hope that today plan is still on with HIM!
=)
THANK YOU DEAR TOOTH FAIRY FOR MAKING MY WISHES TO COMES TRUE!
3/29/2009 01:46:00 PM
Went to Johor last afternoon, and just came back few hours ago. Going to Johor during weekends and after month pay is so not a good idea!
There's jam here and there.
And the super worst part is, the TOILET!
The toilet there eh. . . . .OMG, it can make me puke everytime thought of the toilet.
Its super grossssss. . . !
Plus you have to pay 20cents for the pathetic groos toilet!
Whereas for Singapore malls, no cents required and the condition is superb clean.
Im so grateful being a singaporean!
I wonder how their people could survive there. eyeeewwww .. . .
Despite of the yuckness of their toilet, but I LOVE this place called pandan!
That place there is a shopping heaven!
Alottt of kewlll stuff at a veryyyy cheap price.
Rather than at city square, larkin, angsana, the stuff there cost kind of the same when you converted to our currency.
Plus, there's not much of a good shit there.
I've spot some stuff there, and not goin to miss em.
The next time im going there, im goona need alot of ka-chings and shop till I drop!
=))
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And oh yeah, gonna make sure not to wear that dress to Johor no more!
The mat rempit there are another gross thing. pfft
Labels: Johor
3/29/2009 01:02:00 AM
Monday, March 23, 2009
A couple of weeks ago, I had a girl night's out with my dear ex-schoolmate.
We had a planned for a shisha outing for quite a long time.
And we had it atlast.
We had fun and the outing was fine, except for the shisha.
OMG, the taste of it is SUPER YUCKS.
From all shisha's that I ever had, that is the ''YUCKEST'' shisha EVER.
We ordered a mix fruit flavour, but the shisha does'nt seems to taste the flavour that we ordered.
In other word, the shisha that make by that particular waiter sucks big time.
Nevertheless, we still had fun though.
While waiting for the rest, farna, mai and me hang around at Marina Sq.
Inhale it through the nostril, and exhale it through the mouth.
It's been quite a long time I've not met the bitches and the dickies.
Missing them soo much indeed.
Labels: shisha
3/23/2009 10:04:00 PM
I felt soo bad and soo wrong.
I should'nt do that, but its too late.
What else can I do, nothing, just being hopeless.
I have been counting the days, weeks, months, and even year. . .
And I am glad everything had changed like what I wanted it to be.
I've successfully fade you off from my mind.
Successfully stop from messaging you.
Successfully stop from thinking of you.
(just temporary though)
Although deep in here, I'm still missing you dear friend.
Miss your sillyness
Miss your stupid laughter
Miss your sheepishly smile
Miss your irritating accent
Miss your idiot behaviour
Miss your lameness
I've tried to stop missing you, but I can't.
With you around, I'm all surrounded with gay, colours and hoping that time will stop forever.
To whom it may concern, I am missing you badly right now,
and how I wish you will text me very soon,
as you know, I've been waiting for ur text message for sooo loonggg.
Receiving a text from you, really make my day.
Please make my dream comes true. . .
Labels: missing him.
3/23/2009 12:22:00 AM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Yesterday I was called up by, Jun Jie to offer me to work with him and Hau Jie as a surveyor.
Since Im in a need of a ka-chings, so I though of why not to just give it a try.
And its a one lot of experience ofr me though.
But this job is so not a fine job. We really had to have a watchfull eye from the security guards.
Cos surveyor are not allowed to do any survey around the building.
For the first few hour, we three of us just slack around doing nothing until at 1.30pm.
Cos we felt that to get 50 leads for a day is soo impossible, furthermore we can't ask those people to do the survey in an open area, as security is like everywhere around the building.
I did try to get people to do the survey for me.
But most of them don't wants it, so Jun jie and I only got just 1 pathetic leads to write for us.
Its like somehow kind of an illegal job, if you were to get caught, you will ask to leave from the building, plus the company that I work with had no booth at all.
So we three of us don't have any pass, unlike the other surveyor.
Then we actually thought of giving up at first.
But fortunately, luck strike us. We saw another group of surveyor. So we decided to so called help each other by exchanging our leads survey form and copy them.
Then we move on to another location, and agin we found another group of surveyor, and copied each other, until our survey had reached 50 leads.
We were actually supposed to commit 2 days for this job.
Since due to the tight security in Suntec, so the lady that give us the job decided to call it a day. So we only work with her for a day.
Afterall, working as a surveyor is kind of an easy job, if we happens to saw another group of surveyor out there, cos we can share and copy our survey form with each other. heh
But it will be better still if we were allowed to do our job freely without been chased out by anybody.
Labels: Lazy sunday afternoon
3/22/2009 02:57:00 PM
Another lazy sunday afternoon.
I have not browse the net for the whole of yesterday.
First time ever work as a surveyor at Suntec Convention Centre.
And its kind of sucks AT FIRST.
My journey to the place is super duper terrible thing!
Yeasterday morning around 10am, there's a super longggg delay at NEL train.
Every station, the train stops for a pathetic 10min LONG!
I took the train from Sengkang at 9.55am, and only reach at Serangoon at 10.40am, whereby I have to reach at Suntec at 10.45am
At Serangoon station they provide a free shuttle bus to harbour front. So I allight the train from Serangoon and wanted to take the shuttle bus.
But hell no there were no sight of the chartered bus to harbour front at all.
So I then decided to just take the chartered bus to potong pasir.
And how pathetic it is, cos seranggon and potong pasir is just a station away. pfft.
So took the train from potong pasir to dhoby ghaut.
And thank god, from that station onwards there were no more delays.
I reach at Suntec at 11.15am.
A super bad impression for a first day to work.
Labels: Lazy sunday afternoon
3/22/2009 02:23:00 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
OMG! I am soo tired. Terribly tired after the long walk and the WAITING!
Gaaah! I HATE waiting! pfft.
Still, the best thing about tonight is that my dear, sweet, cuddly, lovely MUM bought me 2 pieces of dresses and a pair of jeans.
And tomorow, my deary, cuddly, sweetly, lovely BROTHER are getting me 2 pair of shoes and a laptop sleeves! (good things comes from him, ofcourse all the sweet lovely words I will use to describe him. but if not. . jangan harap gue mau puji itu cowok. heh)
But still I love my Leman's Family! hehex
Aniwae, my lappy are getting abit irritating after the configuration.
My lappy were all packed with rp documents here, rp software there.
Yet, every bad things comes along with a good things.
They installed a microsoft office 07 and an anti-virus. (that's kind of a good thing too ryte. . .)
BUT, the very BEST thing, is that, there were HOTTIES around the campus.
(referring to the chinese dude ofcourse) hahax.
3/20/2009 12:03:00 AM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
How great isit to be the only daughter and the youngest among the family!
Almost every of the stuff that I owned are all sponsored!
Yeah, I should said that I have a good life(kind of though), and should learn to APPRECIATE every SINGLE things, which I have not been all this while. pffft.
Whatever it is I felt THANKFUL for everything that I have, especially with my families around.
And yeah, my school starts sooooooon. So I am preparing my stuff to school.
I've been hunting down for a laptop sleeves all this while.
And wondering, should I get a laptop bag or just the laptop sleeves and use my backpack which I had to school. . .
And the best thing is that, my brother are getting me one for my lappy.
So lets just make them to decide for me then. heh
Tomorow I'm getting my laptop to configure in rp, and hopefully things will go fine and no hassle please.
Labels: goodness gracious me.
3/18/2009 10:49:00 PM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
''It is curious to know the truth, but it is scary after knowing the truth.''
Is it me that are being too naive or is it the world that has gone chaotic?
It disappoint me to know the people that are close to me does things which are against their religion.
They eat, drink, take, do the stuff that are foridden to their religion. I guess its a trend nowadays to do such stuff.
I tried to be open, and yes I can, but to only certain things.
Or maybe I will try to be MORE open to everything that happenings around me.
It does'nt matter to me AT ALL if a stranger or even my external friends to do such things. But na ah to my family members or to my close friends.
Its not that im going to stop them to do those things, who am I to control their lives.
It just that I will get A BIT dissappointed to them, just A BIT though.
I don't know, maybe I am being too naive I guess . . .
Therefore I thought that, it is much safer to just stay being curious, rather than to hunt down for the truth.
(and yes, i've no right to talk about religion, cos im not that good not being holy myself. Just sharing what i felt for all this while.)
Labels: in a very confuse state
3/15/2009 02:41:00 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
Fun with Youcam
Cyberlink YouCam is soo fun to 'play' with it.
Last night we three siblings chill at our usual spot, anchorvale cc 7-11 with my lappy.
Since there's no wireless there, so decided to fool ourselves with idiot faces pose for the webcam.
And we had soo much fun with it.
G-Shock Lover!
The Lame shitoos. =p
That night is malam jumaat, since we are already in the cc, so we decided to explore the building inside. And thought for a GHOST HUNTING, (kononyelar). The building was damn dark and the chill of the wind does make us feel eerie. But afterall, its not that scary though. I wonder why do they left a building in darkness. Atleast it won't look that scary. pffft.
I bet in few more months time, you could spot couples, especially the underage one's chill and do their own stuff there in every the corners in the building. hahax
Since its a new building, that's the why. . =)Labels: Cyberlink YouCam
3/13/2009 08:28:00 PM
I am soo sick, soar throat, fluuu, body aching and felling soo uncomfortable right now.
A blanket and a hot tea will sure makes me feel good.
Yesterday, after the enrolment, my parents, my bro and me off to Johor.
Drive to Johor 
at angsana
CHEESY LOVERR
The soup is the best.
Spot the rainbow?
We head back to Singapore, and drive to Mustaffa centre.
In the evening followed my brother to Queensway, then chill at anchorvale cc 7-11 till late night.
It was indeed a hectic day for me.
Labels: hectic day
3/13/2009 12:54:00 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Johor trip
Recently I went to Johor with my family to grab some stuff there. Then we happened to saw a beach nearby our place where we were having our lunch at. So decided to stop by there to take some fresh air and enjoy the view. And here are some of the pictures that I took.
(feeling of a photographer. heh)
its candid, and I Love this.
After the camwhoring and chill there for a while, we decided to head down to one of the mall there. Then drive to the oil pump station for a car wash and pump fuel.And after getting it all done, WE CALL IT A DAY!
Oh yah, I have to prepare all the stuff for tomorow enrolment thingy. pffft And yeah heading down to Johor again tomorow!
Labels: getting hang with it
3/11/2009 09:55:00 PM
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