A fickle minded bitch, and a Cheese Lover. i'm just a human on Earth, who never runs from a mistake, and can never be perfect.

I am so down so fucked up so pissed off with everything around me.
YES EVERYTHING ! ! !
Why just why everything seems not right.
I dont't feel good after yesterday onwards.
My self esteem seems to be drop drop down to the drain.
Yes, I am super extremely sensitive bitch, but I just could not help it.
Even though the way I've been treated is alright, but Im just fuckingly hate the way you thought about me.
NO NO NO! ! I'm aint that kind of person whom you thought.
The only problem is I just could not click with you.
The click or whatever the shit is, is just NOT THERE.
I just could not get rid of this stupid feeling that have been disturbing my mind all this while.
All I need is a break, a time break for me to get to know myself much much better.
I'm just being stupidly confuse about myself lately.
I don't even know whether am I on the right track, making the right decision for myself.
Tomorow I am working.
And how I wish my parents will allow me not to come to school tomorow.
I rather absent then partial.
And yes, I've been partial, been skipping class just for the sake of WORK.
Yes it's a most fucking things to do just for the sake of Ka-Chings.
But still I don't abondoned my studies in school.
Even though I do partial or even skipping some classes, yet still I do had well managed both in my studies and my work.
A lil bit of understanding from people around me is all I need now.
But still right now, I am still
Fucked up in school, fucked up in workplace and even FUCKED UP WITH MY LIFE.
SO WHAT'S NEXT !
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