Saturday, October 10, 2009
its still the beginning

How do i get better, once I've had the best. . .
Two new people comes to my life on the same time.
Comparisons are the only way for my decision.
You're nice, he's nice.
Yet there's still a diference in both of you.
I just find him is better than you.
sorry, i can't help it.
He has the sese of humor, but not you.
He ables to entertain me, but not you.
He is warm and ables to make me feel comfortables, again, but not you.
Maybe that would be the second and the last time I meet you.
Thanks for everything, and willing to wait for me over an hour, and have the patience in you.
Yet, it's still nice knowing you, friend.
:)
i am soo looking forward to meet him very very soon.
one out, and one left. ;)
10/10/2009 07:38:00 PM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
W46G
It's the second day of semester 2.
And the second days with new classmate.
So far, everythings doing fine. . . i guess
Still a stranger with one another.
For myself, I'm still trying my very best to able to click with them.
But sucks for me,
NO HAWTIES LEHHH! !
hahaha
Whatever it is, I really really really hope I could get along well with them.
ANd hopefully gonna be better, as in MUCH better than my previous class.
Yet still, I miss my dear W34F classmate(just some of them, ofcourse. hehx).
PleaseOhPlease makes me comfortable in my new class with all of them...
p.s ihaveaclassmatewithahugebicepsandasmalleyes.butstillhelookscute. :p
10/06/2009 05:55:00 PM
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Pressure in me.

I am dissapointed in myself, very very much indeed.
Just why do I have to feel ackward everytime I work with certain of the full timer. . .
PRESSURE may be the word.
But it really sucks to feel this way.
Or should I say it is more sucks everytime I've to work with them.
I've always been acting dumb with these people.
Just what's up with me! SUHAILA!!!
Where the hell is my fucking self-esteem! ! !
Why can't I just be the real me, instead of being a dumbass and being terribly ackward with THEM!
It sucks, veryvery sucks.
-.-
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10/03/2009 02:45:00 PM