A fickle minded bitch,
and a Cheese Lover.
i'm just a human on Earth,
who never runs from a mistake,
and can never be perfect.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Getting it fixed !
I'm feeling soo dead every time I view my dead blog. Anyway's a lot of new things, new people and new experience I've gained, for all this while. obstacles per obstacle managed to overcome. yet still, more to come. I'm happy with my life now, even though love life never exist for me. flirting around is my new best friend. lols. Holiday is coming soon.... one more week of lesson, and i'm done! and it's the time for me to chill pill with my old buddies. and ho ho ho, christmas is drawing near. expecting a good good sales, but damn, my luck is getting more and more sucks. my progress have been getting bad since the previous month till now. just where is my SALES LUCK!!! at a side thought, i don't know why, i've always thought of quitting this job. not because of my "swayness", but i just find myself not suitable for such job. Even though it has already been 8 months long, but my self esteem is just soo sucks that i've always thought that i don't fit with such jobs. cosmetic department, all you can find there are skinny long legs with a black thighs skanky bitch. AND ME ! ! im short, fat with huge thighs that covered with black thighs that have been totally expanded. -.----- But on the 2nd thought, its a stupid thing and a waste for me to quit on such a job. working here is like a playground, where i can have a free touch up, play with the colours there and get a good pay. All I need now is a motivation to boost up my self esteem, and everything will be just fine. ;-)