i am all high up

I'm Broke

2010-03-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

I WANT

I NEED

KA-CHINGS

BADLY !

TOTALLY

TOTALLY BROKEEE

Starhub fuckingly charged me 80 bucks for accidentally used the 3g stupidd internet.

Everyday tap! tap! tap!

Adult fare some more!

*I wish I have a money plant that grows a real money,

S$50 blue note right in front of my house.

i aint a good friend at all. =)

2010-03-16T23:37:00.004+08:00

Love is in the air.

Everybody is in love.

So happy to know my dear friend is in love with someone that she used to never get attracted at all.

Happy Happy Happy, Love, Love, Love

But no, Love is not in my air.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

On a side note,

I'm still somehow disappointed with my own so-called "BFF, like whatever"

I tried to just forgive and forget.

but that ain't easy.

Every time the words and the sentences that she use to describe about me kept playing in my mind over and over again.

The worst thing is, she fooled me like how she fooled her mother.

I was a fooled at first to believe your words.

But that wont takes me forever.

Yet it's so creative of you to able to come up with such stories.

I wonder how long do you takes to create such stories and smartly linked it to the people around you.

A standing ovation for you.

The most hurting part was, I've always thought that she's my best buddy ever in my WORLD.

The one that I can really trust on.

It's such a waste, she's nice and humble in your eyes, but deep in her heart, is full of bloody stain of an evil.

And oh FYI, ever since that drama onwards, I've actually not been treating my dear good friend naturally of who I am.

Instead I think that I'm being plastic to her now.

Really can't help it.

I've lost all my sincerity and my respect towards you dear friend.

And I doubt that you even care about that though.

Cos someone already settled down with a bunch of way fun friends of yours, and I'm like a no existence to you in your life any more.

How kewl is that.

Anyway, wishing her all the best in her fortunate lifes.

Will always love you, Muakx

A shaggy saturday

2010-02-27T15:10:00.007+08:00

A spring cleaning Saturday !

Doll up my room.

For couple of hours, and now I love my room more.

Vacuum the whole house.

Clean up the messes.

Just don't know what's got into me today.

Can't keep my ass stay put.

Now then I will be stuck infront of my lappy for the rest of day I guess.

Feel so damn shack and lazy to go out for today.

Mum ask me to follow my bro and his fiancée.

BUT I'M JUST BEING PLAIN LAZY !

No mood for shopping,

but if I'll be out, there I go, will spend all my cash like as if im a tai tai bitch.

NEED TO SAVE FOR KL TRIPP !!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Last night met Sabb after my work.

Never thought of doing any shopping at all, as just wanted to accompany her.

But end up, I spent more than her.

-.-

To, SweetBabats,

heart you behbey !

Met these awesome ppl at City Hall

and we head back to sengkang together.

Getting over it.

2010-02-27T00:51:00.004+08:00

Had a sucky day for the last two days.

Glad everything ALMOST getting all fine.

All thanks to Sabb, the sweetBabats.

(send me those photos behbey !)

And also to my blog stalker the msn motivator & horny ass-hole.

Appreciate your words.

I felt so stupid to be fuckingly sadd over this stupid things.

It's not a worth to waste my golden tears.

I know its a waste of time, but just can't help it.

And it's my very first time to feel how a heart breaker is like.

Have always wondering how do people in love felt when someone broke their heart.

And yeap it's painful.

I could feel as if someone really stab your heart literally.

How kewl is that.

A great new experience for me.

fml

i want to know what love is,

i want you to show me,

i want to feel how love is,

but i know there's no one will.

and that's my life is all about.

on a side note, tomorrow is my off day.

atlast. -.-

2010-02-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

My Love Flings Story

It starts with a lovely story.

Ends with a dissappointment.

Full of shits.

This time, it really affects me that hard.

It's not the same as the rest.

This time, this one, is way different.

It's the one that I've always been looking for.

The one that I've always wish for.

And yes, I got it altast.

In the end I've loose it AGAIN.

It's as if my love life been spelled.

No love life till my graveyard.

FML

over and over again

Dear you,

Thanks for keep me accompany all this while.

Thanks for being too nice with me.

Thanks for being fakingly miss me through your text.

Thanks for willing to fork out your cash for a cab to fetch me.

Thanks for being a real man, till you really make me fall for you.

And thank for making all the good things to comes to an end.

Lastly, thanks for giving me false hopes,

with your fake promises.

Appreciate it alot

With love

FYL

i got a bang !

2010-02-14T00:23:00.002+08:00

ok shut up don't laugh

i remember the last time i had a bang when i was in primary school.

i was 24/7 bang when i was a little girl.

my dad used to sut bangs for me when i was a littler girl.

he will just take a scissors and cut straight along my fringe like a *zapppppp

and now, im back to basic !

back to my childhood days of a "bang"

haha

slow porky dudes

2010-02-14T00:06:00.002+08:00

Hello

Is it just so difficult for you to be more straightforward !

Guys these days are just damn slowww like an ass of a snail.

pfft

It seems like tomorow's gonna be another boring "FRIENDSHIP's DAY" for me

hehx hehx

i then realised, every time we get to click better with someone, it will started to fade off and fall apart bits by bits.

why is this so.

that's why Life's a Bitch

and good things can never stay long.

ok im so happy that atlast i managed to overcome the barrier between me and my that senior colleague !

like ATLAST !

and now we able to click with one another.

kewlness

hehehex

Bangzzz

2010-02-12T21:51:00.004+08:00

i am very very tired.

super damn shack noww !

from woodland, head down to yew tee for a while,

from yew tee, head down to novena for check up,

from novena head down to orchard, TAKA

from orchard head down to yishun, FOR NOTHING ! (fuck)

from yishun head back to sengkang

Initially, wanted to get a haircut at yishun, the place there damn good, but after for so many decades, suhailah kena ps by a friend sia!

wtf ! -.--

and my ez link fares like a boomz

tap here tap there, adult fare somemore !

FML

after reached sengkang

i walk around the CP to check out the saloon there.

and fuck lar, jean yp and supercuts is way too expensive for me.

Its not a worth to just cut a fringe and trim for over 20 to 30 bucks.

cant blame a cheapskate like me, my dad taught me to be spendthrift

;)

In the end, i went to the usual saloon at anchorvaleLink.

even though how sucks it is,

-.-

and surprisingly, i cut BANG LARR !!

ahaha

all thanks to jess, who gave me the idea of cutting BANGZ !

at first was abit reluctant, but i just go for a try.

while the lady was cutting my fringe shorter and shorter for every inch, i kept telling myself, "well i live once, so why not, try out different things."

LOL

and now i somehow like it.

BUT i fuckingly regret to agree with my dad idea's of helping me to trim my fringe shorter !!!

and noww im somehow pek cek and fuckingly fuckingly regret of it !!!!

ERGHHH! !

"dear hair, please grow faster for suhaila's sake"

Now my arm is damn damn weak.

carry around my super heavy laptop that weighs a 500 trillions tons !

Plus jsut gotten another injections.

BLOOD TEST!

on the same arm as the previous injections. !

stupid TB, how many holes they want to poke in my arm !

kns !

And i think they took quite alot of my blood, till i feel so damn weak now.

it's like as if it took 3 litres of it.

okk, im exaggerating now. hehx

it's just a small tube of MY BLOODS !

Tomorow working at TAKA till 5.3o

i fuckingly hates TAKA,

and lucky me, tomorow is the only day (hopefully)

im all done with maths !

2010-02-10T23:39:00.004+08:00

Finally maths is overrr.

it feels like as if my whole test is overr

but still 2 more to go.

chiongg chiongg chiongg

14 Feb drawing near....

anybody will like to be my bloody valentine? !

LOL

Anyway Mr. you've been keeping silence all this while.

and na'ah, i've promised myself not to start the convo again no more.

and too bad.

there's still the childish behaviour in me.

Even though it's always tempting for me to click on ur dp, i'll just have to stop it.

Tomorow dating with my sem 1 buddies.

TRCC, our all time fav.

haha

p.s im just not hawt enough to be your date. so dont ask me no more. :)

H&G

2010-02-08T00:44:00.002+08:00

hello new friend

and there you go, saying goodbye to me

why do people have to waste my time and even your own time

first you kept pester me,

and now you ignoring me.

or isit a karma to me.

FML over and over again.

out of a sudden, that jerk came across my mind again.

and a virtual friend of mine, had just ended our firendship just because of a silly thing

pfft

and whats next.

more to come.

and ohh another bloody valentine's coming.

-.--

im now friend with a guy 2 years younger.

which is so not me.

but heyy

the more firends you have the merrier it will be.

lols.

it's coming to the end.

2010-02-04T20:46:00.004+08:00

When we just got bonded with one another,

it's already time for us to say goodbye.

RP never fails to make us feel the pain in saying goodbye over and over again.

How kewl is that huh. pfft

Tomorow will be the very last day we going to bitch ditch one another in class.

sob sob

As we'll be located to different classes for our UT.

Damnn...

Even though how shack am I to drag myself every weekdays to school,

but these peoples never fails to make me feel gaga in school !

and hyper like my cheesy drugs !

Gonna miss and loved my beloved W46G

(and oh, referring to some only, haax)

currypuff eyebag

2010-02-02T22:30:00.003+08:00

Update for today:

Today is the last day of Communication Module.

Class end with our very first class photo.

everything will always have to comes to an end.

sob sob sob

After class end, went to library with Ah Nel and Qamalaila.

Study till 7 plus.

and its like my first time stay in school till that late larr.

kewl or whatt

UT3 is NEXT WEEK !!

No, it's this Saturday !

Damnn!

I don't want to repeat any module in 2nd year !!

Oh Pls Pls Pls

I'm damn shack now.

My eyebag seems to get worsen, and now it's in a curry puff shape with the crust.

pfft

Tomorow after class head to TAKA to work work work!

Hate it Hate it Hate it

hello to you. ;)

2010-02-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

It always makes me feel much better every time I talk to you.

I feel comfortable and really enjoy our conversation.

Even though at first, I don't really interested with you at all.

but its change now.

Anddd , I've always been waiting for your name to appear online.

weee ~~~

it's so nice to have an online friend like you.

you are nice and humble

just an average guy

i've learnt a huge lesson, looks may be deceiving.

therefore don't wast your time on those bunch of hawties.

haha

my current fringe sucks

2010-02-01T15:04:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO GET MY HAIR TRIM !

BADLY VERY BADLY !

getting sick with my long annoying fringe that makes my whole hair looks like a graveyard.

FML

2010-01-29T23:24:00.004+08:00

I am a dumb dumb.

I'm sucks in managing my own time.

No time management at all.

Till I flaunt in everything I do.

I am just a simply lazy Bum Bum Ass.

Regret with my own action.

My UT2 grade are all sucks like an asshole !

ERGHH !

Should always remind myself, "STUDY COMES FIRST, FOLLOWED BY KA-CHINGS"

money minded bitch. -.-

And now, I've like kept rejecting and ask for replacement from my workplace.

I can't work on this day, and that day !

In the end, trouble them, and which makes me feel bad about it.

NOO!! throw that stupidd feelings aside, and focus more on my UT3 !

Don't care about work, and focus more on my studies. !

Gonna "Chin Chiang Chiong" !

FML

Say hello to 2010 !

2010-01-01T02:03:00.002+08:00

It's 2010 behbeyy ! ! !

My new resoultion will be .. ... ...... . ...... ..

Oh Pls Pls Pls !!!

=))

SATIOO !

2009-12-27T01:27:00.002+08:00

I WANT IT

AND I'M SO WORKING ON IT

WILL BE THE HAPPIEST BITCH ON EARTH IF I GOT THIS SHIT IN MY HAND

=))

STFU

2009-12-19T01:30:00.003+08:00

STFU

and just MYOB,

cos it is NOYB.

felt much better in keeping silence.

yet, silence kills me.

as silence tells thousands of shits from your fucking mind.

forgive but never forget

2009-12-16T00:15:00.003+08:00

Broken hearted bitch

why oh why.

need a break.

oh had enough

well swell,

these shits will makes me more and more stronger.

even own besties fucked me up.

life's cruel very much

full of drama

full of hatred than happiness

you are forgive, but will never be forgotten.

too bad, you are so in my black list from now on.

congrats. :)

im sucks.

2009-12-15T21:11:00.004+08:00

booo to me !

im a loser comes to everything

the day spent with him was sucks

he's the most damn fucking "hao lian" dude i've ever met

so what he spent 11 years of his life in melbourne, grown up there, study there bla bla.

slang english, and CORRECTED every of my grammar and whatever shit.

and yes, my english sucks.

like yours are super extremely perfect.

-.-----

fuck to that,

anyways NO WORK, NO SCHOOL, for tomorow MEANS, I CAN SLEEP LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS ! ! !

wee ~~~

and im soo happy and feel so grateful,

for soo long i've not got a good good sales in work.

and thought i won't open much sales for today, since im only work for pathetic 4 hours instead of 7.

but hell yeah ! i've open quite a lot as usual for this month !

atleast that makes my day !

He is a bitch ;)

2009-12-14T08:37:00.005+08:00

on the second thought,

I think am being a dumbass to believe with your story creation.

thought that you really meant it.

ass. what an ass.

haha

but i find it funny, don't you.

we are 18, and act like secondary gossip girls.

ohh no, correction, its you. not me.

haha

feeling bad about it huh,

so i assume that you regret after saying such thing, then create a story for an apology.

tsk tsk tsk

that's so creative of you.

im impress !

=))

good friend, why not you take a step back and reflect about yourself.

it will help you.

my classmate is being another bitch !

fuck him mann !

wo hen leii

2009-12-13T23:35:00.003+08:00

I feel so unlucky soo damn fucking sway lately !

where's my good sales gone to !!

my work progress have been getting more and more sucks.

and im all prepared to be questioned by my supervisor.

-.-

soo disappointed in myself that i always feel soo damn useless in my workplace.

feel pressure everytime looking at my colleagues who open big fish!

and me, all ikan bilis.

erghh! someone just shot me down, please !

anyhoos, tomorow is the last day of school before the 3 weeks of holiday starts.

but it's a na'ah holiday for me.

will be working straight, morn shift, afternn shift and full shift, just mention it !

will be a dragging weeks for me.

omg ! should imeethimthistues? hehehe

misunderstanding is sucks.

2009-12-12T14:37:00.005+08:00

Oh Boy, Oh Boy.

When misunderstanding happens, everything goes wild and shit.

Geees.. How silly and sucks can it be.

Till I nearly lost a great friend of mine.

tsk tsk tsk.

Yet still thinking of loosing a friend like you never came across my mind, even though when I'm in my pissed moment. hehx

How can I don't get hurt when reading your post,

firstly, my name is there.

and the way you sentence it is like you are referring it to me.

and every of the content there is so co-incidentally,

that's why i terase.

anyway i'm sorry to make you v v v hurtfull !

and yes, I don't mean it at all ! ! !

and will never meant it at ALL !

Let's just put everything aside.

And guess what, today is Saturday, and I'M AT HOME LAR SEYY !!

Ok, I've been bragging about it since yesterday.

But I'm soo happy lar.

For two or three months, I've not get the chance to slack around on SATURDAY !

and off to JB later.

More and More J&CO COMING !

=))

hello world

2009-12-11T20:04:00.003+08:00

Everything's cool now.

Just swallowing every bits of obstacles is all I can do.

And yeah!

Holiday is coming behbey!

Monday is the last day.

And I am regret of registering to this stupid talk on Monday.

Fuck, if I didn't turn up, minus 1 point leh!

And my total c.e point like only....pathetic 2 lar !

When most of my classmate they already have, 15 ,20 ! !

So I'm starting to be very enthu in going for this lame waste time talk.

-.-

Tomorow is Sat, and SURPRISINGLY I'm not on the roster.

kewl or what.

My first saturday slacking and no work!

Yet, I got this feeling that I will be called up last minute.

F.U.Calvin.Klein ! !

Whatever it is, I am TRYING to live my life to the fullest !

TRYING!

Heck care to those biatches !

and focus on my life.

;))

i love my new blogskins ! :))

Getting it fixed !

2009-12-07T23:05:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling soo dead every time I view my dead blog.
Anyway's a lot of new things, new people and new experience I've gained, for all this while.
obstacles per obstacle managed to overcome.
yet still, more to come.
I'm happy with my life now, even though love life never exist for me.
flirting around is my new best friend.
lols.
Holiday is coming soon....
one more week of lesson, and i'm done!
and it's the time for me to chill pill with my old buddies.
and ho ho ho, christmas is drawing near.
expecting a good good sales, but damn, my luck is getting more and more sucks.
my progress have been getting bad since the previous month till now.
just where is my SALES LUCK!!!
at a side thought, i don't know why, i've always thought of quitting this job.
not because of my "swayness", but i just find myself not suitable for such job.
Even though it has already been 8 months long, but my self esteem is just soo sucks that i've always thought that i don't fit with such jobs.
cosmetic department, all you can find there are skinny long legs with a black thighs skanky bitch.
AND ME ! !
im short, fat with huge thighs that covered with black thighs that have been totally expanded.
-.-----
But on the 2nd thought, its a stupid thing and a waste for me to quit on such a job.
working here is like a playground, where i can have a free touch up, play with the colours there and get a good pay.
All I need now is a motivation to boost up my self esteem, and everything will be just fine.
;-)

hello, im dying.

2009-11-10T19:35:00.003+08:00

how could i've left my blog cold and lonely.

There's plenty of things that I've not been updating about myself lately.

Dozens of things had happend in my life

I've go through my life like a lost puppy.

people come and go from my life.

starts with a hello,

and ends with a goodbye.

till i felt that my life is getting more and more bitch.

had never been happy with it.

being disappointed over and over again.

just sick with it.

sometimes i feel that, i've not being myself lately.

my self-confidence seems to be fading off.

and i realise that im getting FUGLY (which in my term, Fat-Ugly).

my cheeks is getting cheekier !!

and im just FUGLYY !!!

having this feelings makes me feel envy everytime i saw skinny gorgeous chix on the street.

can i kill myself, then rebirth in this world again,

and get the chance to be in their body.

huh, how i wish.

-.-

see. . .this is soo not me !!

"Qui ni ma de pi !!!"

its still the beginning

2009-10-10T19:38:00.004+08:00

How do i get better, once I've had the best. . .

Two new people comes to my life on the same time.

Comparisons are the only way for my decision.

You're nice, he's nice.

Yet there's still a diference in both of you.

I just find him is better than you.

sorry, i can't help it.

He has the sese of humor, but not you.

He ables to entertain me, but not you.

He is warm and ables to make me feel comfortables, again, but not you.

Maybe that would be the second and the last time I meet you.

Thanks for everything, and willing to wait for me over an hour, and have the patience in you.

Yet, it's still nice knowing you, friend.

i am soo looking forward to meet him very very soon.

one out, and one left. ;)

W46G

2009-10-06T17:55:00.002+08:00

It's the second day of semester 2.

And the second days with new classmate.

So far, everythings doing fine. . . i guess

Still a stranger with one another.

For myself, I'm still trying my very best to able to click with them.

But sucks for me,

NO HAWTIES LEHHH! !

hahaha

Whatever it is, I really really really hope I could get along well with them.

ANd hopefully gonna be better, as in MUCH better than my previous class.

Yet still, I miss my dear W34F classmate(just some of them, ofcourse. hehx).

PleaseOhPlease makes me comfortable in my new class with all of them...

p.s ihaveaclassmatewithahugebicepsandasmalleyes.butstillhelookscute. :p

Pressure in me.

2009-10-03T14:45:00.004+08:00

I am dissapointed in myself, very very much indeed.

Just why do I have to feel ackward everytime I work with certain of the full timer. . .

PRESSURE may be the word.

But it really sucks to feel this way.

Or should I say it is more sucks everytime I've to work with them.

I've always been acting dumb with these people.

Just what's up with me! SUHAILA!!!

Where the hell is my fucking self-esteem! ! !

Why can't I just be the real me, instead of being a dumbass and being terribly ackward with THEM!

It sucks, veryvery sucks.

-.-

Hate it !

2009-09-29T19:47:00.003+08:00

Im super pissed!
My father had lost my stupid fucking isetan badge! !
Which I have this strong feelings that he had accidentally threw it away!
And now, I've to fork out my pathetic 10 bucks again for this stupidd badge!
ERGHH! ! Im soo pissed right now!
-.-

Suhailah here.

2009-09-23T23:46:00.004+08:00

Hello Hello Hell-OH! ! !

Im back, with my new blog skin, url, and oh wtf.

Not gonna private this one, this time. (Hopefully)

Its been like ages that I've not been updating larr. .

Been busy as usual, and my lappy is just getting sicker!

Rebooting it soooonn. ! !

And ohh, this month is my favourite month ever!

Gotten an awesome pay, plus my green packet collection.

weeee~ ~ ~

Going for a shopping spreeee. . .! ! !

Anyone? hehx

And yeah, I've hit my 80% target for this month, which means I could still get my incentives.

But it sucks, I didnt get to hit 100% like my previous month. -.-

Anyways, im thinking of getting my father aramis-classic edt.

Eventhough how sucks the smell is, but it's his all time favourite.

That's all for today, chioz.

2009-09-19T00:30:00.003+08:00

It really upsets me in some way or another.
I doubt that you still regard me as one of your close buddy.
Yes, you have met few new people in your lifes.
But does that mean that you will have to totally forget your old buddy, ME.
Been waiting for our next hang out for so long.
But now, I really don't bother it no more.
It is painful to be treated like this.
If this the way that you want, fine, you'll go your way, and I'll go mine.

People come and go to my life.
Every "Hello", there's "Goodbye"
Till now, I can never find a true friendship.
I was once thought that you are, but I was totally wrong.
I may sound childish about all of this.
I've been keeping this to myself for so long.
And just could'nt bear with it no more.
It sucks to feel this way, very sucks indeed!

2009-09-01T14:56:00.002+08:00

Atlast this stupid blogger web are back to normal.

It's been like ages I've not blog lar sey.

Today is the first day of Sept.

Really hope everything will be better than my previous previous month.

Working life is getting abit more stressful each day.

I'll have to chop chop and get everything done at one go!

Meeting new and different kind of people is really a good experience.

I've been feeling down since yesterday.

Just could not think straight!

My mum told me that I've changed eversince I've work.

And I had never realised that after she told me.

I could not accept it at first.

But after a deep deep thinking, yes I somehow agree with her.

It's not that I want.

Even I did not realised that myself.

Ofcourse, we can never realised of how much we have changed.

But still, if she didn't tell me, I will never realised that.

And prepared to face the worst outcomes.

Of even loosing my own friends, families, my loved ones. . .

She make me realised.

For this month, suhailah will try her very best to be back to basic.

Like the old me.

p.s; my lips damn damn dry lar! ! !

i soo need a lip balm please! !

2009-07-29T19:14:00.003+08:00

I just got my august roster yesterday.
the email was attached with the roster and the individual target.
and i was wondering, why must she send the attached individual target to all of us, which include the flexi part-timer too.
as only the full timer and the perm part-timer are the one that has their own individual target.
NOT the flexi part-timer, like me.
pffft
so at that moment, I just thought of "k-poying" on those people individual target.
when i scroll down and look at one and each of their name, than suddenly i was like,
"what the fuck!"

Isetan Scotts - $38K

STAFFINDIVIDUAL TARGET

Geraldine (Senior)

$11,500

Sherron

$16,500

Sasha

$3,000

Si Ying

$3,000

Suhaila

$4,000

Total

$38,000
$4k in Isetan Scotts counter, and $1k in Bugis counter which only during the Beauty Bar event.
Which I will only be in Bugis for that beauty bar period for only pathetic 2 days.
2 days there with not 2 but 3 to 4 girls in a counter and expecting me to get sales of 500bucks per day there.
it's like so WTF.
I just simply don't understand, why must they give me a target when i'm just a flexi part-timer there.
NOT FAIR! !
Plus, my working hour for next month is like more than usual.
A perm part-timer, have to commit for 112hour per month.
And my working hour for this coming august is 109 hour.
with individual target somemore!
Might as well they take me as a perm part-timer right. . .
it's soo bitch of them.
-,-
and what, skipping class and partial again.

-_-

2009-07-29T18:24:00.003+08:00

Hey shawty, I'm back !

Been very busy with schools and work, till I hardly could find my own leisure time.

And yeah, everything is fine now.

No longer pissed off with myself.

Anyway's there's alot of photo's that I wanted to upload here!

Blame the stupid bogger that had some stupid problem recently.

Great everything's fine now.

I soo want to publish back my blog to normal.

It's very annoying and troublesome to invite one by one.

Will change my url very very soon, and will set it to unprivate back very very soon.

*yawn

restless, tired, whole body aching, and just fuckingly tired.

have not had enough sleep.

till i have panda eye that makes me look like a cute lil panda.

hahax.

and whatever shit it is, i should shut and stop complaining about everything.

i should just enjoy my today and tomorow.

I've been working straight since last Sun, Mon, and yesterday.

unfortunately, my only off day is today and tomorow.

will be back in hell again on Fri, Sat, Sun, Mon.

work work work.

straight babe, and just hope that i could still survive.

-,-

2009-07-21T21:04:00.004+08:00

I am so down so fucked up so pissed off with everything around me.
YES EVERYTHING ! ! !
Why just why everything seems not right.
I dont't feel good after yesterday onwards.
My self esteem seems to be drop drop down to the drain.
Yes, I am super extremely sensitive bitch, but I just could not help it.
Even though the way I've been treated is alright, but Im just fuckingly hate the way you thought about me.
NO NO NO! ! I'm aint that kind of person whom you thought.
The only problem is I just could not click with you.
The click or whatever the shit is, is just NOT THERE.
I just could not get rid of this stupid feeling that have been disturbing my mind all this while.
All I need is a break, a time break for me to get to know myself much much better.
I'm just being stupidly confuse about myself lately.
I don't even know whether am I on the right track, making the right decision for myself.
Tomorow I am working.
And how I wish my parents will allow me not to come to school tomorow.
I rather absent then partial.
And yes, I've been partial, been skipping class just for the sake of WORK.
Yes it's a most fucking things to do just for the sake of Ka-Chings.
But still I don't abondoned my studies in school.
Even though I do partial or even skipping some classes, yet still I do had well managed both in my studies and my work.
A lil bit of understanding from people around me is all I need now.
But still right now, I am still
Fucked up in school, fucked up in workplace and even FUCKED UP WITH MY LIFE.
SO WHAT'S NEXT !
-,-

2009-07-17T14:03:00.002+08:00

It is irritating to set my blog to private, and have to invite every each of my friends, and list down their email one by one.

Blame that wicked witch who force me to do so.

Busy body about other's people life, but set it private to her own fucking life.

Fuck it !

And sorry to you people, who had to log in every time to view my blog.

Will change my setting back as soon as everything settled.

Cos, even I myself get annoyed with it.

I realised something that, eveytime when there's a stupid drama happening from that witch family, I tends to fall sick.

Feverish, cough, muscle aching, and feeling very weak.

The same thing had happens previously, and here, it happens again.

Oh my goodness, I am soo in drowsy state right now.

Just took my medicine and I just could not stop yawning.

*yawn

-,-

2009-07-07T20:16:00.004+08:00

On last weekend, I had a crazy saturday night fever with my beloved people.

All thanks to my beloved parents, brother, and my both dear Sis yati and Sis Ekinn.

They had troubled themselves of preparing the foods as well as the freakingly annoying surprise.

Which is a CORN FLOUR & an EGG!

Its fuckingly sticky and disgusting OK!

but yet it was funnnnn

I was somehow abit dissappointed on my birthday at first.

But this beautiful people really makes my day.

which including this two human beings who had travel all the way to sengkang.

dear farna and hasana.

it is so sweet of you guys to be there with me on my birthday.

and thanks soo much for the cupcakes with the PURPLE icing.

=))

And yes I've turned 18 and am legalled!

2009-07-03T22:09:00.003+08:00

Don't feel good.

Not feeling good.

Don't look good.

Aint good at all. . .

Everything is fucked up and restless.

Gonna just put all the fucked up shits aside and talks about my good shit.

Just gotten my very first monthly pay.

"And oh gonna shop for this and that."

But fuck, don't think I cant get all that I want and need for this month.

Owe few number of people a GIFT . . .

And what do I left for myself, my own shit.

4th of july seems to be very very near ! ! !

anyway wishing my dear natasha happy belated birthday.

may you been blessed for whatever shits you do.

happy sweet 18th.

2009-06-29T15:09:00.002+08:00

5 more days to be legal ! ! !

. . . . .

. . . .

. . .

. .

=))

2009-06-27T23:50:00.004+08:00

When boredom strikes,

being nonsense is the only way out.

Last night video chat with FOR WHATT at oOVOo.

From midnight till 3am.

"insomnia buddy"

Talking about "oOvOo", I will like to recommend this to you people.

www.oovoo.com

Click that website, go on and download it!

Its so cool and soo fun.

You can even have 6 people on video chat together.

Enough talking here, just check out the webby yourself.

2009-06-24T23:43:00.008+08:00

Last week met the "dickies and the pussies".

Had dinner at Simpang bedok with them.

We ditch, bitch and bla bla bla. . .

("pairs of dickies" hehx)

(the planner dude. pfft. hehx)

(my laughing gases back in secondary school days.)

:)
(muke farhan sungguh tidak perlu!)

Sec 5 ex-classmate.

=))

And oh, no school from tomorow till 1st July for the first year RP student.

HoHoHo.

How kewl is that,

but yeah, the sucks thing is that, there's stupid e-learning that we have to do .

pfft.

2009-06-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

(my father fakes smile ever)

Last weekend was Father day's.

The only thing that I could afford to give to my dearest father is a wish and something that are priceless, my heart . hehex

I've been doing very fine with my life now.

Coping well with both my studies and working. (i guess. hehx)

And ofcourse, there's always a thing that will makes me feeling ups and down.

I've been wanting to get a part-time job, and now after I got it, ofcourse I love it.

Bur I thought everythings will be much much better and fine.

BUT! With my super extremely dissappointment, after I had my own job, there's a restriction in my allowance from my parents! !

Its feels like as if my privilege that I used to get from being the only daughter and the youngest in the family has been fading away as time pass by.

how sucks can it be. ! pffft

Whatever it is, I soo can't wait to get my pay!

Still have to clear my debts from a certified halal loan shark(my dear mummy) once I get my pay.

-_-

Then when the hell is the time that I can go out there shop and get all my wish list that I've had it for soo long!

Furthermore its GSS period right now!

ohmygoodness, really hope i won't miss any of em! please. :(

2009-06-15T19:36:00.005+08:00

Off to Johor on last Saturday with my family.

Our main intention is to shop for my brother engagement preparation there.

After grab all the things that needed then we just have a walk at pandan.

Then I happened to spot anna sui immitation fragrance.

Its the flight of fancy, night of fancy and they even have the dolly lil girl starlet as well.

With my curiousity, I test the fragrance.

just wondering how close can they copyright the fragrance.

and oh the smell is damn horrible.

so NOT anna sui! !

The smells doesn't seems to tally at all.
Its kind of shocks me to see they sells an imitation anna sui fragrance.

Cos I've never seen the imitation ones before.

As usually, some of my customer, the reason they shop with anna sui is because of the casing and the bottles.

I ever serve this customer who had spent for over 200 bucks and she told me that,

''actually i don't really need this. the only reason i bought it is just because of the bottle. once i reach home, i can just pour out the fluid inside and kept the bottle.''

pfft. -_-

Then i ask myself, might as well they bought the fake one's that can be found in any cheap markets, just for the sake of the bottles.!

Which I doubt this tai tai people will even shops the fake stuff.

hehx

And oh, tomorow meeting the dickies and the bitches, to simpang simpang after school ! !

2009-06-11T19:53:00.003+08:00

i am feeling soo dead and terribly sian.

yesterday head down to east coast park after work and met tasha.

we talk shit till not so late night and we saw something that amaze both of us.

i've never ever seen a red moon soo round and soo bright and its not high up in the sky.

the moon lay very low and its look bigger than usual.

so last night was my first time ever to see such a moon.

as we both being soo ''yakun'', she called her mum, and i called my mum and bro as well.

and what they said is, ''oh, bulan sakit''

then that stupid tasha bitch said that the moon may been affected by H1N1!

-_-

so before we go off, we actually prayed for the moon to get well soon.

and yeah it works, at around 11pm, the moon has already been in a good condition and its high up in sky.

but what amaze me most about it is that, the moon is soo beautiful, it's like a sunset in the evening !

and oh the pix above has no link about the red moon, just a random one.

2009-06-05T13:27:00.003+08:00

YEAH! Atlast can just chill at home and play GTA SAN ANDREAS ! ! !

I've been working straight since last friday with no break at all.

My feet is super duper in pain!

Blister all over my feet!

Buay tahan lehhh.

Please, no calling me back to work at a very last minute for today! ! !

Like my previous post, after I've updated my blog, just few minutes later I received a text asking me to come to work.

All my plans from my previous post been CANCELLED.

And so here I am, hoping that I can just chill at home in PEACE!

Oh anyway that fucker appears in my life again.

And im aint gonna let it fuckingly happen.

Screwed him!

2009-06-02T13:51:00.003+08:00

Been very busy and oh damn restless.

And yeah, TWO WEEKS OF HOLIDAY! !

No alarms needed to be set at 6am for this two weeks of HOLIDAY! !

I am in neeeeeed of more and more of BLACK outfits.

Meeting up sis very very soon, and gonna shop ALL BLACKS!

2009-05-16T14:49:00.004+08:00

A small break is all I need and yes I've got it.

I've been waking up early in the morning to school, and some of the days which I have to work, I reach home till late at night.

Few hours of bed, next morning travel to school again.

And it thus a restless week.

Lucky me to have my break for today.

And tomorow as usual, work, work and work.

I am still terribly extremely super duper SLEEEEPPPPPYYYYYYYYY! ! !

''WO FUCKING LEI LOR!''

-_-

and oh i kinda like the glittering at my nails and my clean, trimed eyebrow.

2009-05-13T19:23:00.004+08:00

I've been fuckingly tired, my scheldule have been super hectic and fucked up.

After since I've started to work, I've been very restless and stressed up.

Have not had enough sleep!

All I need is time and more time for me to get used with everything.

For the last two days, I've been rushing from school to work.

On monday, I even left school during my 2nd break at 11.30 and rushed back home then to work!

FYI, I am a part-timer beauty advisor at anna sui.

Working in a cosmetic line is ain't easy.

Everything will be very fine and easy, provided if I know every single things of the products there!

And I really need to prepare myself a notebook and study about the products there.

The suckiest part is that, I wasn't prepared at all for my first day of work.

No course, no training, nothing, except for a pathetic 3 hours of introducing me to all the products there, and expect me to digest everything in one shot!

After that super extremely short period of introducing me to the products there, they actually LEFT ME ALL BY MYSELF until the closing, at night.

How scary is that to leave a super newbie who never had any experience working in a cosmetic lines, like me, to be LEFT ALONE in the counter!

And have to face all the customer's there!

But lucky me, I've survived for that whole day!

''Thanks alot babe for getting me that job!''

=))

Supposedly on last saturday, which is my first day of work, I've already had a plan with my favourite babes(farna&huda) for our

''flirtatious outing''.

Due to the last minute of calling me to work, all of our plan has been ruined!

''So sorry babes, will catch up with you guys very very sooon!''

2009-05-05T18:56:00.003+08:00

My new classmate for 1st semester in 2009.

This picture were took during our orientation and its the very first time we met each other.

So we were like a strangers to one another.

But there's still about 7 of them that are not in the picture.

Its been like almost three weeks I' ve been working together with these peoples.

And yes, to most of them, they are bunch of fun people and great to be with.

=))

2009-05-04T18:11:00.003+08:00

I've been doing very fine with my life.

Not that bad nor too good.

There's still a missing puzzle in my life that I had never found it.

Even I,myself confuse with it.

I don't even know what really is the missing puzzle in my life.

As time goes by, things and even people around me changed.

All this while, I've been running against time.

Without noticing, this has been my almost 3rd week in Poly schools.

And I did somehow enjoy my life there though.

Lucky me to get to meet all the nice beloved people in Poly.

But, they can never beat my secondary school buddies.

My secondary school buddies is the awesome people who never fails to make me laugh out loud!

I really miss all the laughter the nonsense, the lame jokes and all the craps with my dear bitches.

Looking forward to meet them very soooon. . .

2009-04-24T22:42:00.004+08:00

Team during orientation

ClassMatess

It has been 5 days I've been in RP.

And yess I do had a great time there, with a great people and a great classmate.

I really hope all this fun will last long with them till the last semester.

Cos every good things will always comes to an end veryy soon.

Let me share some of the thing that my class did during our lesson. . .

We had a group converstaion through msn with half of the class during our lesson, and bitch about our facci, instead of listening to our facci.

It is fun, but kind of disrupting too( can't concentrate beb) hehx

From all the different lessons of module that I had for a week, maths lesson is the most disgusting lesson everrrr!

Eeeeee! Maths lesson is soo gross and yucks. Maths gives me migraine.

And oh talking about migraine, I also kind of hate this lesson, which is called '' programming wad lar. .''

The things that we learnt is funn, but the facci really gives me migraine.

Its not that im being racist here, but her indian accent is sooo puree, until when she talks no ones in the class could understand her.

And her accent really gives me migraine.

So i've kind of mark out my favourite days for the week.

Monday is most favourite day ever, I Love my Monday facci, monday lesson and my monday team-mate ! ! !

No more Monday blue for me!

haaax

After school just now, I rushed down to Parkway Parade for a job interview, as a part-time beauty advisor with ''anna sui''.

And the journey from woodland to Bedok to Parkway is really a superrr long journey.

I left school at 3.45pm and reach at parkway at 6.10pm.

The journey from Woodland to Bedok with 168 has already took me for 45-50mins longg.

Lucky me for not staying at Bedok no more. haax.

I've been very restless lately, all I need is a long, great restttt!

And yeahh, its weekend behbey!

I can sleep and wakes up till late like nobody business!

=))

2009-04-21T18:42:00.002+08:00

Second days of school, doing fine yet not as fun as yesterday though.

Today facci is soo siannn, makes me so fuckingly sleepy.

And she happily extend our class till 20 mins longer.

pfft.

Plus my team today are not that gerek, unlike my previous team.

I wonder who's going to be my team mate for tomorow.

Meeting new people is soo much funn.

But please how I hope this people are fun too.

I've not had enough sleep lately, soo tired , soo sleepy, soo sian

Will be looking forward for tomorow.

How I hope tomorow won't be as sian as today.

-_-

2009-04-20T18:09:00.003+08:00

Today was my first day of lesson in school with my fresh new classmates.

It was indeed a great class with a great classmate.(for some ofcourse)

There's still a number of them I've not talk to.

I'll make sure, by this week, I will get to talk with every and each people in my class.

Hehx

The scheldule is kind of slack larr.

School starts at 8.30am and ends at 3.30, (if no UT)and the break is like 2 n half hour.

Plus there's even a small break in between, depends on the facci.

How great my life at there is.

I don't know if this going to be an everday things there.

Or maybe, its only going to happen for first week of lesson, but not to the rest.

Well I'll just have to prepare myself to get stressyyy then, i guess.

hohohoho

2009-04-17T20:56:00.002+08:00

I had my orientation from last wednesday till today.

I'm a abit dissapointed with it though.

I will not have any fun as in a SUPER fun experience for me to share about my orientation in Poly.

Unlike my other friends whose in different poly campus as me, I bet their orientation is much fun then in RP, i guess.

Or maybe I happen to get into a team , which unfortunately those people there are a total unbonding bunch of people.

Especially my team leader! He's nice, but he's not really a good team leader afterall.

Well can't blame since that he's first time as a student leader. Hehx

So for the first day of orientation, things are just O.K.

I do make quite a few numbers of friend on first day, and thank god those people there are kind of great too.

And oh, i've met my new classmate.

They seems to be a bunch of nice people.

And hope they really are.

REALLY hope I could get along well with them and they can get along with me!

Will be looking forward for monday, to meet my new fresh classmate.

=))

2009-04-14T21:14:00.005+08:00

Poly school starting soon, and soon my new chapter begins.

I had a great and an awesome moment with my secondary school mate.

Im gonna miss all and every of my schoolmate, that have been with me together for the whole 5 years.

(after read FarnaSucker blog, she makes me to post one too. hehx)

And one of the person that have been stick with me for the whole 5 years, is FarnaSucker.

Ohhh, and thanks for booked me a seat on the first day of school, last year.

So suck of you to do that for me.

=))

I think this is the time, where I will tell you the truth, of what I've been wanting to tell you for sooo longgg. . .

Do you know that you are my worst enemy everrrr! !

I fuckingly HATE YOU, back in secondary school.

The only reason is because, you've been my tough competitor EVER!

You ALWAYS beat me for MOST of the test by if its not one, then two marks.

And yes, that one and two marks does makes a big diff for me.

And now its all over.

I will have to find my new competitor then.

-_-

Im gonna terribly miss the time where we've been irritated by each other.

Im gonna terribly miss the time where we used to walk home together, and you accompany me till my bus came.

Im gonna terribly miss the time where we do our art together. (although im being the more hardworking one, who stays back almost everyday till late, BUT you still got a better grade than me. -_-)

Im gonna terribly miss the time throwing rubbish inside your school bag.

Im gonna terribly miss the time where we have a silent fart to each other. (and the good thing is, it dont stinks at all ! )

Im gonna terribly miss the time where we call ourselves, ''the kewl gerlz''.

OMG! If i were to mention from a to z, it will NEVER end.

To summon it up all,

IM GONNA TERRIBLY MISS OUR TIME IN SECONDARY SCHOOL!

And tomorow im going to my new school, meeting with all my new schoolmate, that will be with me for the whole 3 years.

Abit exicted and nervous as well.

I really hope I could get along with them, and they can get along with me.

2009-04-13T16:39:00.006+08:00

YEAH! Atlast I've highlighted my hair!

And oh im loving it! ~~~

Will post up my new highlighted hair soooooooooon. . .

=))

2009-04-10T14:22:00.009+08:00

When boredom strikes,

I will think of something to do.

So this is just a random post, with a random video that I make my own.

And all the pictures in this video is originally snapped by me, and originally edited by me.

Sorry if its kind of sucks, as I just did it FOR FUN.

So just seat back and enjoy.

2009-04-09T18:57:00.002+08:00

My life have been kind of up and down these days.

I am still searching for the answer for every of my question that have never been answered.

I've promised myself not to hate anybody, nobody.

But you make me to break my promise.

I can't stand a hypocrite, a betrayal like you.

You've been a pure innocent bitch in my eye, but you are actually a mother fucker.

Whatever it is, I'm glad that you are no longer in my life.

IT'S OVER!

And I realised that, every thing that happens have the reason behinds it.

And oh, I will try my very best not to hate you no more.

Hating one another is disgusting.

But it all takes time.

2009-04-06T15:10:00.002+08:00

Went to the clinic this morning with dad.

I thought i will do much better after take those drugs,

but right now im still weak like peggy sueloth(sloth).

But my fingers is still strong enough for me to type, type and type.

Cough medicine is my favourite drugs, it make me DROWSY.

And for these days, i will have no problem of insomnia, who still awakes at 3am, 4am, 5am.

Oh gosh, this mucus and this phlegm is fuckingly annoying.

With this body ache, headache and all the fucking aches is really a torture to me.

Only god knows how i feel right now.

-_-

To those who read this, please pray for me to get well soon.

Thank you and i love you.

2009-04-05T20:05:00.003+08:00

It had been for quite sometime i've not overnight at a chalet.

Had alot of fun with cousins last night.

And right now, im down with sickness.

My immune system are all totally and terribly weak!

All i need right now is a HOT TEA and a SOUP please!

2009-04-01T14:22:00.005+08:00

Went to Johor yesterday with ''Bayat'' and Sis Yati.

This time round i did some shopping there at Pandan City and at ''extra''(if im not wrong).

And i bought SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE DVD!

Can't wait to watch . hehx.

And atlast i bought my ESCADA PARFUM!

And bought some other thing else too.

Yet still, there's something else which im gonna grab soon.

After done with all the shopping, our last stop as usual is at the shell station.

And call it a day.

2009-03-30T21:14:00.005+08:00

After the so-called 'D', i met tasha and we chilled at east coast.

And oh, im getting darker after the cycling!

I felt soo much great after bitch about our own problems to one another.

It's great to have someone that has a strong chemistry and a telepathy with you around.

And lucky me to have one, which this nenek kebayan here ofcourse. hehx

2009-03-30T19:30:00.007+08:00

On the 30/03/09, is a new chapter for me.

Yet, im still confuse with myself.

I've been very confusing for these days lately.

And even get more and more confuse indeed.

Should'nt we felt happy and overjoyed being with someone that we've been attracted at for soo soo long.

But, just why i seems to feel otherwise about it.

Or maybe, im the one who being too naive, and too protective.

Just what your real intentions are.

When the time i want it soo much,

i did'nt get it,

but after i got what i wanted,

i dont feel like want it no more.

And yes, i think i do regret to choose you.

It's not because of who you are, but it's because of what you are.

Cos for now, all I need is TIME and MORE TIME to get myself comfortable with all this shit.

im sorry for being too naive and dissappointed you.

-_-

im feeling soo deep down lately. . .

2009-03-29T21:46:00.003+08:00

Is it me, or, yes there's someting not right going on. . .

Am I choosing the right choice?

I don't know why I have this bad instinct.

Despite of liking the treatment that I've been wanting it soo much. . .

but I feel otherwise.

I don't feel comfortable at all with the names that u called me. .

The sweet and a very nice treatment that you gave me.

NO! You make me think otherwise about you.

You have make me stop liking you.

Just what had happens to you, dear friend. . . .

You have not been yourself lately.

And honestly, the way you talk to me, does scares me. . .

What's up with the 'R' thingy. . .

You have changed sooo much, till you are not being yourself.

You are no longer the person that I've known at the very first time.

It really upsets me.

And you even freaked me out.

Our conversation has turns up to be a somekind of a sick conversation.

WHY OH WHY PLEASE TELL ME WHY IT MUST HAPPENS!

And this is so the opposite of my previous post.

-_-

every good things will always comes to an end.

2009-03-29T13:46:00.003+08:00

Updated from my previous post, guess what people, oh yeeeessss, HE TEXT ME yesterday!

My heart beats 10x faster as usual.

It could even pumps out from my body at anytime.

Im exaggerating ofcourse. heh

Sometimes I just don't understand myself. . .

Im so in a confuse state right now. . .

Whatever it is, I really hope that today plan is still on with HIM!

THANK YOU DEAR TOOTH FAIRY FOR MAKING MY WISHES TO COMES TRUE!

2009-03-29T01:02:00.003+08:00

Went to Johor last afternoon, and just came back few hours ago.

Going to Johor during weekends and after month pay is so not a good idea!

There's jam here and there.

And the super worst part is, the TOILET!

The toilet there eh. . . . .OMG, it can make me puke everytime thought of the toilet.

Its super grossssss. . . !

Plus you have to pay 20cents for the pathetic groos toilet!

Whereas for Singapore malls, no cents required and the condition is superb clean.

Im so grateful being a singaporean!

I wonder how their people could survive there. eyeeewwww .. . .

Despite of the yuckness of their toilet, but I LOVE this place called pandan!

That place there is a shopping heaven!

Alottt of kewlll stuff at a veryyyy cheap price.

Rather than at city square, larkin, angsana, the stuff there cost kind of the same when you converted to our currency.

Plus, there's not much of a good shit there.

I've spot some stuff there, and not goin to miss em.

The next time im going there, im goona need alot of ka-chings and shop till I drop!
=))

And oh yeah, gonna make sure not to wear that dress to Johor no more!

The mat rempit there are another gross thing. pfft

2009-03-23T22:04:00.008+08:00

A couple of weeks ago, I had a girl night's out with my dear ex-schoolmate.

We had a planned for a shisha outing for quite a long time.

And we had it atlast.

We had fun and the outing was fine, except for the shisha.

OMG, the taste of it is SUPER YUCKS.

From all shisha's that I ever had, that is the ''YUCKEST'' shisha EVER.

We ordered a mix fruit flavour, but the shisha does'nt seems to taste the flavour that we ordered.

In other word, the shisha that make by that particular waiter sucks big time.

Nevertheless, we still had fun though.

While waiting for the rest, farna, mai and me hang around at Marina Sq.

Inhale it through the nostril, and exhale it through the mouth.

It's been quite a long time I've not met the bitches and the dickies.

Missing them soo much indeed.

2009-03-23T00:22:00.004+08:00

I felt soo bad and soo wrong.

I should'nt do that, but its too late.

What else can I do, nothing, just being hopeless.

I have been counting the days, weeks, months, and even year. . .

And I am glad everything had changed like what I wanted it to be.

I've successfully fade you off from my mind.

Successfully stop from messaging you.

Successfully stop from thinking of you.

(just temporary though)

Although deep in here, I'm still missing you dear friend.

Miss your sillyness

Miss your stupid laughter

Miss your sheepishly smile

Miss your irritating accent

Miss your idiot behaviour

Miss your lameness

I've tried to stop missing you, but I can't.

With you around, I'm all surrounded with gay, colours and hoping that time will stop forever.

To whom it may concern, I am missing you badly right now,

and how I wish you will text me very soon,

as you know, I've been waiting for ur text message for sooo loonggg.

Receiving a text from you, really make my day.

Please make my dream comes true. . .

2009-03-22T14:57:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I was called up by, Jun Jie to offer me to work with him and Hau Jie as a surveyor.

Since Im in a need of a ka-chings, so I though of why not to just give it a try.

And its a one lot of experience ofr me though.

But this job is so not a fine job. We really had to have a watchfull eye from the security guards.

Cos surveyor are not allowed to do any survey around the building.

For the first few hour, we three of us just slack around doing nothing until at 1.30pm.

Cos we felt that to get 50 leads for a day is soo impossible, furthermore we can't ask those people to do the survey in an open area, as security is like everywhere around the building.

I did try to get people to do the survey for me.

But most of them don't wants it, so Jun jie and I only got just 1 pathetic leads to write for us.

Its like somehow kind of an illegal job, if you were to get caught, you will ask to leave from the building, plus the company that I work with had no booth at all.

So we three of us don't have any pass, unlike the other surveyor.

Then we actually thought of giving up at first.

But fortunately, luck strike us. We saw another group of surveyor. So we decided to so called help each other by exchanging our leads survey form and copy them.

Then we move on to another location, and agin we found another group of surveyor, and copied each other, until our survey had reached 50 leads.

We were actually supposed to commit 2 days for this job.

Since due to the tight security in Suntec, so the lady that give us the job decided to call it a day. So we only work with her for a day.

Afterall, working as a surveyor is kind of an easy job, if we happens to saw another group of surveyor out there, cos we can share and copy our survey form with each other. heh

But it will be better still if we were allowed to do our job freely without been chased out by anybody.

2009-03-22T14:23:00.003+08:00

Another lazy sunday afternoon.

I have not browse the net for the whole of yesterday.

First time ever work as a surveyor at Suntec Convention Centre.

And its kind of sucks AT FIRST.

My journey to the place is super duper terrible thing!

Yeasterday morning around 10am, there's a super longggg delay at NEL train.

Every station, the train stops for a pathetic 10min LONG!

I took the train from Sengkang at 9.55am, and only reach at Serangoon at 10.40am, whereby I have to reach at Suntec at 10.45am

At Serangoon station they provide a free shuttle bus to harbour front. So I allight the train from Serangoon and wanted to take the shuttle bus.

But hell no there were no sight of the chartered bus to harbour front at all.

So I then decided to just take the chartered bus to potong pasir.

And how pathetic it is, cos seranggon and potong pasir is just a station away. pfft.

So took the train from potong pasir to dhoby ghaut.

And thank god, from that station onwards there were no more delays.

I reach at Suntec at 11.15am.

A super bad impression for a first day to work.

2009-03-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

OMG! I am soo tired. Terribly tired after the long walk and the WAITING!

Gaaah! I HATE waiting! pfft.

Still, the best thing about tonight is that my dear, sweet, cuddly, lovely MUM bought me 2 pieces of dresses and a pair of jeans.

And tomorow, my deary, cuddly, sweetly, lovely BROTHER are getting me 2 pair of shoes and a laptop sleeves! (good things comes from him, ofcourse all the sweet lovely words I will use to describe him. but if not. . jangan harap gue mau puji itu cowok. heh)

But still I love my Leman's Family! hehex

Aniwae, my lappy are getting abit irritating after the configuration.

My lappy were all packed with rp documents here, rp software there.

Yet, every bad things comes along with a good things.

They installed a microsoft office 07 and an anti-virus. (that's kind of a good thing too ryte. . .)

BUT, the very BEST thing, is that, there were HOTTIES around the campus.

(referring to the chinese dude ofcourse) hahax.

2009-03-18T22:49:00.003+08:00

How great isit to be the only daughter and the youngest among the family!

Almost every of the stuff that I owned are all sponsored!

Yeah, I should said that I have a good life(kind of though), and should learn to APPRECIATE every SINGLE things, which I have not been all this while. pffft.

Whatever it is I felt THANKFUL for everything that I have, especially with my families around.

And yeah, my school starts sooooooon. So I am preparing my stuff to school.

I've been hunting down for a laptop sleeves all this while.

And wondering, should I get a laptop bag or just the laptop sleeves and use my backpack which I had to school. . .

And the best thing is that, my brother are getting me one for my lappy.

So lets just make them to decide for me then. heh

Tomorow I'm getting my laptop to configure in rp, and hopefully things will go fine and no hassle please.

2009-03-15T14:41:00.010+08:00

''It is curious to know the truth, but it is scary after knowing the truth.''

Is it me that are being too naive or is it the world that has gone chaotic?

It disappoint me to know the people that are close to me does things which are against their religion.

They eat, drink, take, do the stuff that are foridden to their religion. I guess its a trend nowadays to do such stuff.

I tried to be open, and yes I can, but to only certain things.

Or maybe I will try to be MORE open to everything that happenings around me.

It does'nt matter to me AT ALL if a stranger or even my external friends to do such things. But na ah to my family members or to my close friends.

Its not that im going to stop them to do those things, who am I to control their lives.

It just that I will get A BIT dissappointed to them, just A BIT though.

I don't know, maybe I am being too naive I guess . . .

Therefore I thought that, it is much safer to just stay being curious, rather than to hunt down for the truth.

(and yes, i've no right to talk about religion, cos im not that good not being holy myself. Just sharing what i felt for all this while.)

Fun with Youcam

2009-03-13T20:28:00.011+08:00

Cyberlink YouCam is soo fun to 'play' with it.

Last night we three siblings chill at our usual spot, anchorvale cc 7-11 with my lappy.

Since there's no wireless there, so decided to fool ourselves with idiot faces pose for the webcam.

And we had soo much fun with it.

G-Shock Lover!

The Lame shitoos. =p

That night is malam jumaat, since we are already in the cc, so we decided to explore the building inside. And thought for a GHOST HUNTING, (kononyelar). The building was damn dark and the chill of the wind does make us feel eerie. But afterall, its not that scary though. I wonder why do they left a building in darkness. Atleast it won't look that scary. pffft.

I bet in few more months time, you could spot couples, especially the underage one's chill and do their own stuff there in every the corners in the building. hahax

Since its a new building, that's the why. . =)

2009-03-13T00:54:00.007+08:00

I am soo sick, soar throat, fluuu, body aching and felling soo uncomfortable right now.

A blanket and a hot tea will sure makes me feel good.

Yesterday, after the enrolment, my parents, my bro and me off to Johor.

Drive to Johor

at angsana

CHEESY LOVERR

The soup is the best.

Spot the rainbow?

We head back to Singapore, and drive to Mustaffa centre.

In the evening followed my brother to Queensway, then chill at anchorvale cc 7-11 till late night.

It was indeed a hectic day for me.

Johor trip

2009-03-11T21:55:00.007+08:00

Recently I went to Johor with my family to grab some stuff there. Then we happened to saw a beach nearby our place where we were having our lunch at. So decided to stop by there to take some fresh air and enjoy the view. And here are some of the pictures that I took.

(feeling of a photographer. heh)

its candid, and I Love this.
After the camwhoring and chill there for a while, we decided to head down to one of the mall there. Then drive to the oil pump station for a car wash and pump fuel.

And after getting it all done, WE CALL IT A DAY!

Oh yah, I have to prepare all the stuff for tomorow enrolment thingy. pffft And yeah heading down to Johor again tomorow!

Greetings to all.

2009-03-11T19:16:00.000+08:00

I thought its great to have a blog for myself. So therefore decided to create one. Anyway this bloggy thingy kind of pissed me off! ! Still have a bit trouble with it. Nevertheless, will try to get hang of it and LOVE it.

And lucky me to have my chocolate sundae around! Thanks to my deary Natasha to help me with this.

Anyway Tasha, I LOVE and ENJOY pissing you off! =))